bad mood

I got the worst weekend ever, i was so hot tempered and i could be angry with no reason at all. I was so emotional too, most of the time i was very depressed till my husband has no idea why he has to bear all these. Clearly, because i only lived with him, who else besides him got to bear this while there was only him sees me in the house. I wasn't happy since the start of this year, so many things came through weren't paired with me. The financial, the future, the present and the past, i can pin out all the negative things and hoped if i can revert and make a better decision. Physically, i felt the mucous resided inside my throat for almost a week, yet there was nothing when i tried to suck it out. I got headache every after my nap, and woke up several times because too much dreams during my sleep. I thought i can converse with my husband everything, yet it didn't soothe me at all, i still very down. I guess i need a real getaway break.