December 2010

2 more days, then it will be 2 more weeks for my wedding. LOL, it is indeed a happy thing to share, the feeling of nervous, excitement becomes more intense, and i going to have the wedding rehearsal on 2nd day of December. I knew my dad is nervous, me too! haha.

i will give myself a 2 weeks break for this wedding, then will start finishing my lab works. Just submitted my thesis outline to boss, and will repeat some parts of my experiments to get more quality data. No more playing around, but pay full concentration and will make sure myself to get full momentum right after the wedding.

I look forward to meet some of my dearest friends from KL, you know i can’t wait to see them, i miss them alot, man!! Hopefully weather is good on my wedding day, i pray everything run smooth and the joyous goes to everyone who witness my big day. =)

Look older than actual age?

What is your feeling when someone said you doesn’t look like your actual age? I will be happy if he says i look younger than actual age, but it will be a disaster especially for girls, when we’re told that we look older than actual age. I just turned in 25 this year, while i can see some slight change of my face, physical look and some habits. For example, the slight wrinkles around my eyes, and the hormones changes which lead to popping out of excessive pimples at no reason. And feel so tired easily. But this is not the main point, the main point is the girls once turn into 25, that is a big possibility we can anytime look older compared to guys who are about same age or age older than us. It’s hurting but quite true, while we can’t control how our body hormone activities react. For most of the time, my husband that stood with me, people thought he is my younger brother! if not, people will think that i am about same age as him. At first i thought the problem is him (before i was 25), because that fellow really like forever young, there is people think he is still Form 5. Of cause, after i 25, i can’t blame his “forever young” as excuses anymore, especially i also sense there is some changes in my habit and physical look. Is time to take care of ourselves, not just to stay pretty but healthy. I must admit i am into another new cycle of life, which the focus should be on looking good with healthy lifestyle and healthy emotion. For all the girls that going into 25 or already inside there, please don’t feel sad when someone told you that you look older. Remember, no matter how thick the make up is, it can’t cover the reality, we should be confident being ourselves and admitting our true age, though some works still have to be done to stay happy and healthy all the time. =)
This post is dedicated to Stephanie.

Short update

Thank God, my abstract is accepted for CUHK Mayo Clinic Cardiovascular Summit 2011 for poster presentation. Going to beg my boss whether he can sponsor the trip for me, i am craving for Hong Kong’s char siew and roasted duck! *finger crossed

A full of emotions month of October

I guess most of you know if you followed my status in Twitter and Facebook, i failed my second microarray experiment. It was a big disappointment.

I busy to look for alternative of what else i can do after the failure in this experiment, yet i found out the limitation in reagents. And my boss told me i must get the data out before 30 November. Yet i found out i have no money left and the thing i ordered last time hasn’t pass the approval for purchasing from the office. It was a big stress.

I encountered the countless time of office conflict between colleagues and managers, mostly due to small things. I felt bored about this kind of social network, which is unhealthy and stupid.

Forget about the research bottleneck, i just became the wife of somebody legally by law on the early month of October. And we had a great weekend enjoy the beautiful scenery in Mabul island and Sabah. It was a big pleasure that spent with loved one.

It is only 1 and half month left for my wedding day, it is a relief that my friends are willing to help out. I feel glad.

I look forward for November, another busy month and a good time management in coping up with the research works and wedding stuffs.

 

short talk: Just knew that some of my friends couldn’t make it to attend my wedding day in Kuching, it’s a disappointment but i totally understand. so if any of you see this, don’t worry, we are fine. =)