I'm not good

In contrast with my senior's latest post: I'm a cow, i thought of producing similar post like hers. I'm now in my Master second year and everything just don't came smoothly. I think i very "dai sui" (bring bad luck). At the beginning of the year, i "accidentally" dropped the thermometer, then i "accidentally" heat up the gel tank and the tank shaped slim right now, then today, when it was my turn of using the UV spectrophotometer the machine broken down! wt#@$%^&. The -80 c freezer in hospital where i put most of my samples suddenly gone crazy, the temperature shoot up to -30c!! The high tech alarm system didn't do its part to call my hp to alert me (i set the temperature limit at -65c) even the temperature raise so high. The doctor blame me i didn't inform him about the progress of project so he can't help me to recruit patient (and i put the notice on the board everyday, can't he sees this! And how many times i can so chun see him like today?). My bf sick badly, having serious fever for 5 days, and it is not dengue nor malaria but allergy. of what allergy we've no idea. Can't believe a sick can make a big and strong boy becomes miaow miaow.. sigh, health is so important. His grandpa also sick badly, i also almost collapsed, having sore throat and mild flu. My progress of project is super duber slow, i got a feeling that i will extend my Master duration to complete it. I know i can't blame the uni facilities but it's really uncomfortable to share a single block of thermacycler with so many undergraduates. I can't run the gel well, i have problems of samples and techniques. I got long list of works haven't done, and got pressure ask me submit this abstract and that abstract (my inner me keep pushing me to faster finish lah). I wish to go home and watch tv, yet my mind can't take off how many things i haven't done. But when the next day i went into lab, i can't produce result. I start writing this when i was in uni just now, but now i am in gh, because manager wanted me to watch the freezer so the temperature dropped to normal range which is -80c (now it's -60, another two hrs to go). I am very tired. I am very sad cause i everyday busy like hell (driving here and there), i can't see any good outcome that enlighten me.

I got to keep telling myself - "Cheer up, cheer up". Life still have to go on. Two different emotions, this is rather scary.